Any Songs about this feeling?

Hey, so, just to give you a reason:

I´m new in highschool and all that crap a new school (new school=new people) and well, I kinda like this guy, but he´s like probably the only person I havent talked to in the class room(plus some girls I dont really care if I talk to or not), ´cause I dont know how to talk to him I guess I´d go nervous or something, and I want him to talk to me, but he never does, he doesnt even smile at me, it´s like I look at him and he looks at me, but we just look at each other and then I look away, and pretend I dont care much for him. And he does the same, I guess (Guys are so stupid, right?) haha

Even if he´s defenitely not the hottest guy in the school (he´s of the ugly ones in fact) I feel oddly attracted to him, and... gah, I think he has a cute smile. But, I dont know what to think or do or anything anymore... we´ve been in the same classroom for ´round 3 weeks now and havent struck not even a quarter of a conversation yet, and I´m going crazy if he doesnt talk to me soon (´cause I´m too much of a chicken to talk to him myself). And I even kinda hate him... but I still kinda really really like him (I wont say love, ´cause it may be a little too much and I dont want to convince myself of something it´s not.)

Phew, ok, now that that´s out there...

I was wondering if any of you guys know any like... Hate/Love songs... with... I hate you, but still... I love you kinda lyrics?

I got Everything About You (Three Days Grace) and that´s all, but I´d like more of those kind of songs... why, i dont know... maybe it´ll make me feel better, i just dont know...


Well, please and thank you =)

ps. If you read all that, you´re awsome =D

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