I've noticed a pattern in my life

My parents got divorced when I was four. All I really know in my life is being bounced between each parent not really knowing where I was going to be one weekend to the next. It doesn't really bother me, well not much any way.

My mom't seen plenty of other guys and it doesn't bother me that she's seeing other guys but I do mind the guys she sees and I've noticed a pattern going on- When she gets really serious about a guy, my life becomes hell.

It started with Buster. At the time I thought he was a nice guy, he bought me stuff, took me neat places, and took an interest in my life. Mom and Him got engaged, it had been a couple years since they started going out so it didn't really bother me. They had a fight and broke up.

Then there was Dave. Dave was creepy from the beginning, he always called me "His little lady" and was always doing "Gentlemenly" things like helping me with my coat, opening doors, helping me carry stuff even though I was fine, and it bothered me. A lot. Him and mom got engaged. By that time they had been going out for abour four months and I wasn't happy. It seemed like he had already moved in, but no worries, mom broke up with him too.

Then mom dated a couple other guys not really staying with one too long and then she went back to Buster. By this time I found out something that made me hate the man. He had abused his first wife and children. My sister told me and she had talked to his sons and they confirmed it.

Ever since I found that out I've never been comfortable with him and I've noticed some other things about him. He has no common sense, he's too practical but still tries to be the funny guy, and he tries to be my best friend. All of which I have a problem with.

So now we're at tonight. Tonight I was suppose to spend the night at my place alone for the first time, it was a trial thing and I couldn't wait. (I live with two rottweilers and a golden retriever, I figure I'm safe) And tonight was also homecoming. I went to the parade and got a ton of candy and when I got hom from it I knew mom would be gone for work and I assumed Buster would have left by then too. He hadn't.

I come to find out that he is spending the night here. With me.

So my entire night is ruined, I feel that my mother has no trust for me, and I'm extremely peeved. My life sucks right now. I know it could be worse but still, compared to what it should have been, (Movie/Anime marathons, drinking soda, blasting music, stuffing my face with candy, etc.) My life couldn't have gone more down hill.