But Keep Your Hands Off Hottie #264
Because he's mine.Alright.I know that i've been posting journal entries on all these guys i like.But i would like to make something very clear.I think i posted an entry on a guy named Jeremy,and even if i didn't put a name to him,i think i was going on about him in "Prettier,Skinnier,Smarter"? Whatever.I mentioned him at some point.Okay,so Jeremy.I don't really think i ever liked him.I think i was just PMSing,and a bit confused about everything.I'm not sure,i probably did like him,just not enough to like him for a long time.
Now.In the last journal entry,i mentioned Chris.And that i'm sure of.And i still like him ALOT.And that i'm sure of.And that all of my friends are sure of (Can i not have ONE secret to myself? And all you Mibbians out there of course!).
Now,i've gotten that over with,i have something to tell everyone reading this.I have a boyfriend.His name is Dixon,and i've gone out with him twice now.This is the third time,and hopefully it'll work out.But theres a catch this time.It's a secret.And we're not going to tell anyone,until we've been going out for two months AT LEAST,so we won't be confusing anyone.A while back,he gave me a friendship bracelet,and because we're long-distance relationship-ping,it'll remind me of how much this really means to me.Plus,i've written his name on the inside of my wrist in permanant marker.I know,it's really bad for your blood or whatever bullcrap I'm always saying (Yeah,I'm a hypocrite.Bite me.) it doesn't really worry me.Because i honestly do like him.Theres a bit of me that will never let him go,i guess? Does anyone else feel like that? Well the bracelet and the name on wrist,they're like my promise to him that i WILL remember him and not let anything get in the way of us this time.
Night Night,
Love Camilla (: x
Now.In the last journal entry,i mentioned Chris.And that i'm sure of.And i still like him ALOT.And that i'm sure of.And that all of my friends are sure of (Can i not have ONE secret to myself? And all you Mibbians out there of course!).
Now,i've gotten that over with,i have something to tell everyone reading this.I have a boyfriend.His name is Dixon,and i've gone out with him twice now.This is the third time,and hopefully it'll work out.But theres a catch this time.It's a secret.And we're not going to tell anyone,until we've been going out for two months AT LEAST,so we won't be confusing anyone.A while back,he gave me a friendship bracelet,and because we're long-distance relationship-ping,it'll remind me of how much this really means to me.Plus,i've written his name on the inside of my wrist in permanant marker.I know,it's really bad for your blood or whatever bullcrap I'm always saying (Yeah,I'm a hypocrite.Bite me.) it doesn't really worry me.Because i honestly do like him.Theres a bit of me that will never let him go,i guess? Does anyone else feel like that? Well the bracelet and the name on wrist,they're like my promise to him that i WILL remember him and not let anything get in the way of us this time.
Night Night,
Love Camilla (: x
Posted on September 28th, 2009 at 12:24pm
Sharpie fades, just a fun fact.
modern mariah., September 28th, 2009 at 12:38:42pm