A day in the life of Katsumi (Kat) (Me)
Things get said shitt happens and feeling get hurt, but in the end you have to do whats best for you, even if sometimes your not sure what is best for you.. Been pretty upset most the day, just kind of wish I could shut down for a day, or go and hide... *Le Sigh*
So as you all may or may not know I recentally got a new job ontop of going to college and well thats pretty much what this post is all about, I kind of just need a friend or someone I can vent to that would be you guys...
So I started college with out a GED under the terms that I would have it by January, well I failed and cant take it again untill January, which really suck, so now I either have to drop out of college for the second time or be kicked out, I just don't know what to do....
As for work I love my new job its in a Japanese, Chinese, Sushi, and Amirican, Restrunt, but I think the people there are trying to get me to quit, I hate being yelled at for stuff I didn't do or things I didn't know I could or could not do....
Its just so damn upsetting, I cant handle it anymore I am almost to the point where I want to say fuck life, quite my job, drop out of college and just forget about getting that damn GED I've been trying to since 07..
Maybe I am not meant to be happy, maybe the world really is out to get me, I don't see how I can be so hated by so many when I have done nothing but bendover back wards and be nice, Ahhhh I don't know what to do some one help me!!!!
Oh and a small update of NCH is being posted next then maybe a few poemes I have to fo something to stay sane or keep from punching some one or something...
<3 A Very Upset Kat.
So as you all may or may not know I recentally got a new job ontop of going to college and well thats pretty much what this post is all about, I kind of just need a friend or someone I can vent to that would be you guys...
So I started college with out a GED under the terms that I would have it by January, well I failed and cant take it again untill January, which really suck, so now I either have to drop out of college for the second time or be kicked out, I just don't know what to do....
As for work I love my new job its in a Japanese, Chinese, Sushi, and Amirican, Restrunt, but I think the people there are trying to get me to quit, I hate being yelled at for stuff I didn't do or things I didn't know I could or could not do....
Its just so damn upsetting, I cant handle it anymore I am almost to the point where I want to say fuck life, quite my job, drop out of college and just forget about getting that damn GED I've been trying to since 07..
Maybe I am not meant to be happy, maybe the world really is out to get me, I don't see how I can be so hated by so many when I have done nothing but bendover back wards and be nice, Ahhhh I don't know what to do some one help me!!!!
Oh and a small update of NCH is being posted next then maybe a few poemes I have to fo something to stay sane or keep from punching some one or something...
<3 A Very Upset Kat.
Posted on September 29th, 2009 at 08:06am
