I Need A Change In My Life

So it all started a couple weeks ago when my best "Friend" Deanna and me got into a fight. She insulted me and basically told me I treat her like shit (which is not true) and that I'm constantly singling her out and making fun of her (which is also not true). So now we're not speaking, two of my other friends have taken her side and are kind of sort of not really speaking to me and so I was thinking today that maybe I need to make a change. My life has been pretty much the same for that past year and it's kind of getting boring and I need something to keep me intrigued until swim season starts in January. As I'm writing this I realize that no one probably cares and I really don't care if you care or not, I'm just getting some thoughts down. So I've decided that one- I'm going to get a new wardrobe that is more "me"-ish. Two- I need to finish remodeling my room. Three- I need to find some new friends because I feel slightly guilty about clinging on to Melanie, who is the only friend of mine that's really stuck with me. I just feel the need to change and I don't know why...well I kind of know why. I'm basically done with Deanna because she's being a....I don't really want to call her a bitch because she isn't being that, just bad enough that I don't want to be any where near her and I know that if we ever became friends again we wouldn't stay together long and that we would be fighting constantly.....Hm....I've run out of things to say so I'm going to say adios and go to bed because I have school in the morning and I'm REALLY tired. So Adios and if you've read all this far I'm going to be realy impressed because I know this journal is really boring and has no signifigance whats so ever.