So long, Mibba journals. [Of eye photographs, 'The Lovely Bones,' and tipsy friends who like to critique fanfic.]

I won't make too much of a fuss, honestly. I stand by my opinion that the transition doesn't make sense, and probably won't make a difference in regards to spam and such (moderated or not - if people "spammed" in journals, they'll do the same in "blogs," they'll just get called out by actual mods and admins this time) but whatever. Not my site, not my call. I'll write blogs just as I did the journals here, I'll just be irritated about it. (Honestly, now. The layouts look just like LiveJournal ones. And I already have a LiveJournal, which I frequently use, so...)

The perks, though (being able to subscribe to blogs, getting comment notifications, etc) sound cool, so I'll stick it out. I can't say I might not get bored, and just switch back to LiveJournal permanently, but hey. S'all good. I'm here to post my stories, first and foremost, anyway.

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I'm working on a small photography...thing...right now, and having some fun with it. I don't want to call it a "project," because that sounds too professional, too...official, and this is just for fun.

I took this picture not too long ago, and ended up liking it quite a bit. My new camera can capture more details than I might like, but the more I thought about it, the more I kind of liked that I can't hide the state of my skin with it. I don't have bad skin, by a longshot, but I don't sleep much so I have constant purple blemishes beneath my eyes, and spots, and my nose always has been a little bumpy when I don't keep up with my special facial cremes and such. But it's like...it's me, and I do believe that eyes are "windows to the soul," as they say, so I ended up liking the photo a lot - flaws and all.

Then I decided to be creepy, and get an "eye picture" from each roommate. I want to frame them and put them in the walls in the living room, to make visitors uncomfortable. ("I dig it!" said Becca. "'We're watching you, ooooohhh!'")

Last night, after I got home from work, I grabbed Becca and got her shot. It took a while; the lighting was never quite right, until I finally shoved her into the bathroom, but I got the photo I wanted eventually.

And this is Becca's photo. She has such sad eyes - I've always thought so, but it's just weird because she's the happiest person I know. You don't even understand it fully when I say it - homegirl is just happy. But her eyes are never quite so happy as her smile suggests.

Two down, three more to go. I feel that Branden is going to be the uncooperative one, but he owes me anyway. Plus, he's got these gorgeous eyes, and they'll photograph so well.

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I hadn't known they made "The Lovely Bones" into a movie until recently. I still don't know how to feel about it. I love that book; I re-read it constantly. Alice Sebold's previous book, "Lucky," wasn't one I was so fond of, but TLB was just...disturbingly beautiful and morbid. I like the actress they cast as Susie, though. And Rachel Weisz, Mark Wahlberg, Susan Sarandon, and Stanley Tucci are all in it, too. I'll see it when it comes out, I'll just feel...unsettled about it, until I do.

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Awkward was updated just a few nights ago, and Audrey T. is truckin' right along with the next chapter.

The next No Man's Land chapter is coming along, albeit slowly.

A fantastic thing happened last night, in regards to both stories. Rachael came home from college to visit, and she and I (and Jeff) went up to Denny's that night / this morning to eat and visit Branden as he worked. She was a little tipsy, but when we started talking about the writing we've both done lately she looked at me and said stoutly, "By the way, I've read both 'No Man's Land' and 'Awkward,' and I f*cking love both of them." She then proceeded to tell me what she thinks is going to happen in both of them...and then what she wants to happen. Sometimes they were one and the same, other times...not so much. It was very eye-opening to hear such honesty coming from a reader, and it really helped me get a grasp on both stories, in my own mind.

More people need friends like Rachael.

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