Bad Pictures and My Week
You know what's really annoying? People taking pictures of you when you're not paying attention, right? You know what's extra annoying? When those pictures are put on Facebook. I bet it's happened to some of you.
Yeah, so, there's like 10 REALLY bad pictures of me on Facebook right now, and I untagged myself in all of them, but there still there of course, which sucks. One I seriously look like a gorilla. Not even joking- I was told that before they were put on Facebook, and some chick who used to go to my school even commented that.
I seriously have a low enough self esteem as it is without that crap. And maybe I actually might care how I look and how other people see me? I'm sorry, it just makes me kind of mad and put down. Maybe I'll take some crappy pictures of her and put them on Facebook. Just kidding, I wouldn't really do that. But I sure as hell want to..
But she's really nice, and she didn't mean anything bad by it. I'm one of those people most people think I'm cool with just about anything, but I'm not.
Other than that, I had a horrible week. I mean, some good stuff did go on so it wasn't completely terrible, but still. It was pretty bad. And no, I don't mean because of the pictures. Those are just annoying, that's all.
I mean how I felt like my depression was coming back there for awhile, which scared the guy I'm talking to, which caused him to make a status which was the sweetest thing ever, and then the next day he got grounded for bad grades, and now I can't even talk to him.
And yesterday I was a total biotch. Not to everyone, but a few people yes. And my mom's birthday.. that's a story I don't really want to talk about.
I also officially hate my school.. about 80% of the people are annoying, shallow, fake, and/or a jerk. I also can't stand when friends choose their boyfriends over their friends.. Makes me wonder if I have ever done that, and reminds me to not do it when I have a boyfriend.
... I would end here, but I need something happy in this journal, not even kidding.. I got some new socks that go up to about mid-thigh and they're really adorable. And I can't wait for next Wednesday (like usual). Also, Monday, we have a Scholar's Bowl meet. Which will hopefully be fun.
That is all!
Yeah, so, there's like 10 REALLY bad pictures of me on Facebook right now, and I untagged myself in all of them, but there still there of course, which sucks. One I seriously look like a gorilla. Not even joking- I was told that before they were put on Facebook, and some chick who used to go to my school even commented that.
I seriously have a low enough self esteem as it is without that crap. And maybe I actually might care how I look and how other people see me? I'm sorry, it just makes me kind of mad and put down. Maybe I'll take some crappy pictures of her and put them on Facebook. Just kidding, I wouldn't really do that. But I sure as hell want to..
But she's really nice, and she didn't mean anything bad by it. I'm one of those people most people think I'm cool with just about anything, but I'm not.
Other than that, I had a horrible week. I mean, some good stuff did go on so it wasn't completely terrible, but still. It was pretty bad. And no, I don't mean because of the pictures. Those are just annoying, that's all.
I mean how I felt like my depression was coming back there for awhile, which scared the guy I'm talking to, which caused him to make a status which was the sweetest thing ever, and then the next day he got grounded for bad grades, and now I can't even talk to him.
And yesterday I was a total biotch. Not to everyone, but a few people yes. And my mom's birthday.. that's a story I don't really want to talk about.
I also officially hate my school.. about 80% of the people are annoying, shallow, fake, and/or a jerk. I also can't stand when friends choose their boyfriends over their friends.. Makes me wonder if I have ever done that, and reminds me to not do it when I have a boyfriend.
... I would end here, but I need something happy in this journal, not even kidding.. I got some new socks that go up to about mid-thigh and they're really adorable. And I can't wait for next Wednesday (like usual). Also, Monday, we have a Scholar's Bowl meet. Which will hopefully be fun.
That is all!
Posted on November 7th, 2009 at 04:49am
Oh my gosh.
I completely know what you mean;
About the pictures.
There are loads of bad ones of me on Facebook.
Currently there is one of me mid-laugh.
I could die looking at that picture.
But I've gotten used to it now.
&I also have low-self esteem.
Especially if the pictures are full body ones.
misguided ghost;;, November 7th, 2009 at 05:35:57am