I love him beyond words...

So the problem is I’m pretty much an idiot. I know I should tell him why I love him but I don’t know exactly what to say (i.e. how to put my feelings into words (yes I told you I was a total idiot)). I really want to tell him, believe me; I just can’t think of how. I thought about simply going straight out and telling him all the reasons, but when I get half way through writing all the reasons I just know how stupid it’d sound.

Example of me putting why I love him into words:
I love him because he is the only person I have really deep convocations with, and the only person I can talk to for hours and not get sick of. His someone who makes me smile when I’m feeling down and smile when I’m not feeling down. Stupidly I can’t help thinking about him and when I think about him I can’t help thinking about how lucky I am to have someone so caring and willing to love me even though I hate the bands he likes and say things all the time that don’t make sense. << so yer, I wouldn’t say that to him! It doesn’t cover it all but that is some of the reasons. I know I could go on if I wanted about all those little silly things I like about him, but that’s probably not something I’m going to post on the net is it now.

Then I’m faced with the other problem of trying to tell him how much I love him. I just feel like he has no idea how much I love him. Yer, I can say simply ‘I love you’ all the time I just don’t think that really gets across to him that I really truly mean it every time I say it.

So this is pretty much it, plz comment ppl! xoxo
March 22nd, 2010 at 01:30pm