Well, this is a tad fucked up.
My emotions are all twisted.
I'm overtired, but I can't sleep.
I'm mad at my mom for forcing me to go all the way out to Jacksonville to her friend's wedding, and letting my brothers stay home alone, but I can't stay with them because, "Little girls shouldn't be staying home alone."
Fuck you.
Do I look like a little girl?
Do I act like a little girl?
I know it must be scary for your only daughter/youngest child to start growing up, but seriously,
open your eyes.
I'm not five anymore people.
She just came in my room and started screaming at me for doing my homework, and my brothers, who are standing right there, are doing the exact same thing.
And then, I went back to my computer, and my internet crashed.
And I actually started crying.
Egh.
I'm so stressed.
>.<
I love my parents, but they should actually listen to what comes out of their mouth sometimes.
And to top it off,
I'm sick.
Today has been such a shitty day.
I have to say, this is the most oddest complicated thing ever.
I hate emotions.
I wish I was dead.
Or at least asleep for a couple days.
*shoot self in the head*
I'm overtired, but I can't sleep.
I'm mad at my mom for forcing me to go all the way out to Jacksonville to her friend's wedding, and letting my brothers stay home alone, but I can't stay with them because, "Little girls shouldn't be staying home alone."
Fuck you.
Do I look like a little girl?
Do I act like a little girl?
I know it must be scary for your only daughter/youngest child to start growing up, but seriously,
open your eyes.
I'm not five anymore people.
She just came in my room and started screaming at me for doing my homework, and my brothers, who are standing right there, are doing the exact same thing.
And then, I went back to my computer, and my internet crashed.
And I actually started crying.
Egh.
I'm so stressed.
>.<
I love my parents, but they should actually listen to what comes out of their mouth sometimes.
And to top it off,
I'm sick.
Today has been such a shitty day.
I have to say, this is the most oddest complicated thing ever.
I hate emotions.
I wish I was dead.
Or at least asleep for a couple days.
*shoot self in the head*
Posted on September 18th, 2007 at 11:43am
I AM Banded !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why
freakshow6661, September 18th, 2007 at 01:13:19pm
I HATE EMOTIONS TOO!!!!!!!!!
I wish i was dead on the inside.
But noooooooooo.
So i deal with my emotions by moshing them out.
when the sh*t hits the fan. I mosh.
I mosh 'til i can't breath. 'til my body screams from mercy.
'til my clothes are drenched in sweat.
Mosh.
Moshing Monster, September 18th, 2007 at 12:07:18pm