People change far too easily...

That's life. And it sucks. But I guess, if someone can change so easily, then that just means their bored with you and want something new. It's retarded... but you can't change that, and you can't change them. They'll lie to you, they'll make up stories, they'll say their sorry, but they won't treat you the same way again. I can't waste my time being sad about how it's over when I can be trying to get over it, them. When they see you they act nice and all, but only if they're alone. When they have everyone else in the world, you're last. It's as if they're saying: "They were here first, go take a number and wait your turn in line."


They will need you again, and they'll ask you for help. But no matter how much you want to, you can't because they will only do it again. I think having a boyfriend changes people and they don't even know it... as if their boyfriend is right, and what their boyfriend does, they do, so that they don't hurt them... But they do hurt those they call "friends."

It isn't fair of them to leave you hurt and alone, but you aren't being fair to yourself if you simply lie there, waiting for them to help you up. You have to dust your knees, look up to the clouds, and try your hardest not to be sad. You have to try or you'll get nowhere, only that little place on the ground where they pushed you down.

You deserve better than that dirt they pushed you onto. You deserve a hot shower, some good food, and a bed to sleep in. You gt what you ask for in life, and that's what I've learned so far this year. If you don't tell yourself to pick yourself up, you're going to lay there, and wallow.

Don't be afraid, get up, and keep walking to where you want to be.