I Think She Hates Me 0__0
I get the feeling that my mom doesn't like me. Just because I chose to live with my father or something.
Whenever I visit her, she locks herself in her room and watches TV with my little sister, while she leaves me with my two little brothers. Everytime I knock on her door to say good night, she won't answer 0__0.
I'm hoping this is all a part of my imagination. But when I called her today to see if she wanted me to come over, she told me to stop calling her and to leave her alone.
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I try. I really do. I really try to savor what's left of our relationship, but she just makes it so impossible. Especially when she drinks. She just starts blaming me of all people for her problems. She tells me I'm the reason my brother ran away and that I don't appreciate all the "love" she's given me.
And it hurts. It really does.
Ah well. Maybe I should just give up on our relationship? It sure would save me a lot of pain. But I truly do want to spend time with her. It sucks to not have a mom, which is technically the situation I'm currently in.
I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do to make her happy with who I am.
Whenever I visit her, she locks herself in her room and watches TV with my little sister, while she leaves me with my two little brothers. Everytime I knock on her door to say good night, she won't answer 0__0.
I'm hoping this is all a part of my imagination. But when I called her today to see if she wanted me to come over, she told me to stop calling her and to leave her alone.
-___-
I try. I really do. I really try to savor what's left of our relationship, but she just makes it so impossible. Especially when she drinks. She just starts blaming me of all people for her problems. She tells me I'm the reason my brother ran away and that I don't appreciate all the "love" she's given me.
And it hurts. It really does.
Ah well. Maybe I should just give up on our relationship? It sure would save me a lot of pain. But I truly do want to spend time with her. It sucks to not have a mom, which is technically the situation I'm currently in.
I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to do to make her happy with who I am.
Posted on November 25th, 2007 at 05:27am
Some people just need some time to themselves.
When my parents split, going to see my dad was downright painful.
Awkward silences for days.
I remember at one point i actually called my mum and asked her to come get me.
But now [about 1-2 year later] im actually on better terms with my dad than my mum.
Maybe leave her a note or something asking how her day was, and slip it under her door, to show you care.
sympathy kills., November 25th, 2007 at 03:48:04pm
You need to talk to her and tell her how you feel and tell her you don't hate her.
You need to reassure your mother that you might've picked living with your father, but you still love her.
If that doesn't work, try talking to your brothers about it and then maybe you can all work out a way to try talking to your mother again.
If all else fails, tell your dad. I dunno your family's situation, but he might be able to do something depending on how well him and your mother get along...
Lightning Zap, November 25th, 2007 at 06:32:34am
you should just ask her what is bothering her so much
she is probably just hurt very badly
just give her a BIG hug
saturatedZOMBIE, November 25th, 2007 at 05:43:30am