I Feel Weird... Like I'm being left behind...
I've never had a boyfriend. Everyone in school has and when people ask if I've had a boyfriend they are really shocked when they hear that I haven't. I feel weird. Even the not so good looking people have had boyfriends and girlfriends. I don't want my first boyfriend to be a regret. I don't want my first kiss to be either. There's no good-looking guys in my school that like the things that I like. All the emoish guys are ugly. I feel so ugly.
I want someone to love me. I want romance. I want story book love.
I want someone to love me. I want romance. I want story book love.
Posted on January 3rd, 2008 at 04:28am
Well..
You'll find love one day
Hopefully soon though.
I hope things go well for you.
JimmysLover, January 3rd, 2008 at 06:20:03am
I'll confess, I'm a couple years older than you, yet have never felt love. Never had a boyfriend. I'm doing just fine, and I wanna make sure it's right for me. Don't rush yourself to fit in. People will respect you for waiting, trust me.
Kill City, January 3rd, 2008 at 04:51:56am
Me too. x[
Except... I've had 2 boyfriends.
But I've never made out with anyone- and that's what sets me apart from other people. Like, I get this alot, "OMG YOU WENT OUT WITH HIM FOR SO LONG AND YOU'VE NEVER HAD AN ACTUAL KISS?"
I didn't want to waste a 'first' of something like that on someone I didn't love. I want Mr Dream Boy from my own fantasies to come take me away... =[
blitzkriegBOOM, January 3rd, 2008 at 04:51:38am
dah ling your only thirteen....thats tres young. i kno all the girls your age have boyfriends and are professing their love, it's not real. waiting is painfully boring but in order to make your first boyfriend or first kiss memorable or special you must wait. you may not believe it but he's out there and he's looking for you too dah ling.
and your not ugly just because you dont have a boyfriend. people dont go out for looks thought it may seem that way.
HartValentine, January 3rd, 2008 at 04:33:09am
I know this is what just about everyone will say but it will happen with time. People will tell you to go with random people, but you don't want to have false love before real love. It breaks you down and makes you bitter, believe me, I know. The best thing you can do is wait, so you don't waste it on some loser or something. You're right in what you do.
fallsapart, January 3rd, 2008 at 04:31:30am