Hey, baby. Can you bleed like me?
There's not even an excuse, anymore.
---
Yeah, so Arianna died yesterday.
Yup.
She sure did.
She wanted to know what it feels like...
To be dead.
It's not fun, truly it isn't.
---
So I'm practically crying. Sitting alone, watching TV and there's fucking tears.
What's really sick is I don't know why.
No....I think I might have a reason.
Its been about 3 weeks.
I hate promises.
3 whole fucking weeks, and I'm ready to quit.
I tried yesterday, it wouldn't bleed.
So I just kinda...died. (not pyhsically, of course)
And it's really not fun.
That's not even the worst part.
I don't have the guts to ask for help.
This is kinda my cry.
I'm not doing this for attention, its for help.
I need help from Steph Allie and Danielle
---
Yeah, so Arianna died yesterday.
Yup.
She sure did.
She wanted to know what it feels like...
To be dead.
It's not fun, truly it isn't.
---
So I'm practically crying. Sitting alone, watching TV and there's fucking tears.
What's really sick is I don't know why.
No....I think I might have a reason.
Its been about 3 weeks.
I hate promises.
3 whole fucking weeks, and I'm ready to quit.
I tried yesterday, it wouldn't bleed.
So I just kinda...died. (not pyhsically, of course)
And it's really not fun.
That's not even the worst part.
I don't have the guts to ask for help.
This is kinda my cry.
I'm not doing this for attention, its for help.
I need help from Steph Allie and Danielle
Posted on January 5th, 2008 at 03:28am
No... it's not fun, is it?
Get help. And that's not meant to be rude or mean or like 'I don't care'. I just mean you really sound like you need some help. Only maybe the real problem is you don't know where to get it from.
Chadam, January 6th, 2008 at 08:37:02am
No. No. No.
No one "died" (physically).
It was just like... emotional? I guess.
Yeah. I "died" like inside my head.
Physically, I'm alive. Otherwise, not so much.
harlequin., January 5th, 2008 at 11:02:54am
What?
She killed herself because she wanted to know what it FEELS like?
Beisides that, I am so sorry your friend died...wow... that must be really awful. Talk to me if you need advice.
Opium.Rainbows, January 5th, 2008 at 04:31:18am
thanks for letting me know how much you love me
Stepha Miserie, January 5th, 2008 at 03:43:23am
Try to find someone that you can talk to. ANYONE. Someone you can trust. It will seriously help. If you can't find anyone, honestly, i know what you're going through and you can talk to me.
Cursed333, January 5th, 2008 at 03:33:11am