I posted this on the confessions thread too. It is really bugging me.

"I suddenly hate WAYT threads because I only have one friend and she doesn't go to them and I am not one of the cool people so I get the feeling that all I do is annoy people because I am not one of their people but I linger anyway.
I don't understand how a site that is supposed to be full of so many friendly faces can make me feel so alone.
And I wish there was a thread just for meaningless spam that didn't require me to talk to anyone AT ALL so I could distract myself right now so I wouldn't become so depressed so quickly."

Maybe of course all this is really in my head. Because as I also mentioned I am the champ at feeling alone in a crowded room-or forum.
[dark blue dark blue. lol. its not funny but that kind of helps a little.]
But it does make some sense to me that you should be able to post meaningless spam at least somewhere on this site considering its an illegal form of expression everywhere else.
Yet some one told me that I couldn't just post spam there I had to talk to "friends" well that works if you have a ton of friends but I don't. I am not one the cool kids. I have no social skills whatsoever to speak of apparently not even by the people I thought were my type of people's odd standards.
Well, maybe I need to go somewhere and just post random smileys. Maybe that distracts me from all my obvious issues. That is how I deal with things.
Speaking of which I should probably get off and go to my room and find something that effectively "diverts and distracts" me.
....Adios... to... whoever cares.