Give me a reason to live.
Why am I here?
I'm just a sack of fat and other partical's.
What is a mind other than molecules.
What makes us so different from something mindless?
What makes us so special?
Who is god?
What gave him the right over me?
Why does he not show his face?
Where does the universe end?
I don't know. Thinking about it makes me want to cry because there is so much more to everything than me.
I'm as insignificant as one air partical. If it goes away why would it matter?
There are so many others. So many other ideas that have been created that mine are just washed away.
Creating something new is scary. Knowing that there is no one who saw this before. No one who could understand the feeling. Creating something completely different out of air. A simple idea.
I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid of living. I'm afraid of the universe and I see no point to live.
I'm just a sack of fat and other partical's.
What is a mind other than molecules.
What makes us so different from something mindless?
What makes us so special?
Who is god?
What gave him the right over me?
Why does he not show his face?
Where does the universe end?
I don't know. Thinking about it makes me want to cry because there is so much more to everything than me.
I'm as insignificant as one air partical. If it goes away why would it matter?
There are so many others. So many other ideas that have been created that mine are just washed away.
Creating something new is scary. Knowing that there is no one who saw this before. No one who could understand the feeling. Creating something completely different out of air. A simple idea.
I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid of living. I'm afraid of the universe and I see no point to live.
Posted on March 6th, 2008 at 02:34am


Yep, we're all pretty insignificant in the scheme of things (at least as far as we know).
Think of the earth, then the solar system, then...
Why should you live? Why should anyone live? Because you owe it to the people around you and, come on - you're only 13. It's barely begun, so just give it a chance. You may find there's more point to it as you get older, or maybe not, but... you need more positivity, m'dear. Have some serotonin. ^_^
toilet paper, March 6th, 2008 at 07:36:47am
If you don't want to live, then don't. I sound cruel and like a b*tch, but stop pitying yourself and humanity's lack of knowledge. You find your own path, you pave your way. I don't belive in god, I don't buy into what science tells me-but I do try and be happy-if everyone did that then we wouldn't have to wonder what if? Because we'd have something to be attached to the world. A world we.. as you simply put in this, have no idea how it came to be.
-porn
porn, March 6th, 2008 at 04:29:57am
i know EXACTLY how you feel.
Away_From_Reality, March 6th, 2008 at 02:41:47am