Nowadays.

what happens for me nowadays.

-- Just got evicted and have to move back in with parents cuz i cant find an apartment
-- My son is 15 months old and still isnt walking
-- Some days i love my bf a lot and some days i hate him.
-- It gets physical between us.
-- I'm overweight and having troubles losin it.
-- I dropped outta college and want to go back but dont know if i can afford it.
-- I cant find a job but im gonna try harder
-- We were suppose to get married in july of 09 but that prolly aint gonna happen
-- I hate myself.
-- I have extremly low self-esteem.