Writing and some other stuff
Wahoo, my first journal post on Mibba!
So, I just posted some poetry today. Bit nervous about posting it, since I'm usually absolute rubbish at poetry, but I figure what the hell. I had the first poetic inspiration I've had for years, I'm not about to waste it XD
Hmm. It actually kind of got to me. I have pretty severe ADD, and a few Obsessive-Compulsive tendancies, and I can be kind of insane at times. (not the 'LOlLoL Im InSaEnE' kind of insane, the worrying kind) so I had a bit of a breakdown halfway through writing 'Sleep'. It's based on my dreams, which are incredibly vivid, and almost always horrible and random. All the things I list at the bottoms of the paragraphs have been in my dreams in some freaky way.
Anyway yeah, sometimes I freak myself out lol.
Awwww smeg my internet's down.
Our connection is stuffed, it drives me crazy.
Oh... the lack of swearing in this blog? That's cus I don't know if Mibba censor or not... if you know, plspls tell me!
They have something at the top of this page about journals HAVING to be worthwhile. wtf? Isn't a journal supposed to be a sort of free space where you can just rant about whatever.
Like I'm doing right now.
I'm kind of hungry.
My back hurts.
There's a hat on the end of my bed.
My foot arthritis has been acting up all day, 'cause of the cold.
There's a daffodil on my desk.
And A SPIDER ON MY CEILING NOES RUN AWAY
Hey, know what annoys me? When someone's written a fairly literate story, and then their author note is all '0MG!!!1! DaT WuZzZ a GuD sToRiE, ae? lOLz!' it's like... why even bother? If you're going to put in the effort to make your story look nice, it's just as worth it to use proper spelling and grammar in your everyday typing. I find it hard to respect people who use chatspeak, it's pretty much a lazy way to appear 'cool', and bludgeon the English language to death. I can't talk for more than five minutes with people who even use regular abbreviations like 'yea ur da wen' ect, because I want to pull their hair out. It really annoys me. Please, save the English language. Up your IQ's appearance substantially. IT IS NOT COOL WHEN I NEED A DICTIONARY TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
Ahem, cough cough. Rant over.
Man, know what I love?
Sirius. And Lilith. And Sasha. And Autumn. They're the greatest family ever.
(RP characters XD I play Remus Lupin from Harry Potter, my friend Melita plays Sirius Black, and they have three kids, Lilith, Sasha, and Autumn. It's the best RP ever. SIRIUS' TURN TO WATCH THE KIDS! Even if he's been attacked by an Olat and is mentally five.)
Mannn, I think I pretty much lost any hope I had of this following any kind of sense. Ah well.
I'm pretty disjointed overall. It's the ADD. *nod nod*
Man my wrist hurts.
And my feet are stabby from the cold. F*ck arthritis. F*ck it in the neck.
Yeah. I'm gonna stop now before I start talking about pastry.
MAHOOOOOOWWWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWWWWWWWWWWW
So, I just posted some poetry today. Bit nervous about posting it, since I'm usually absolute rubbish at poetry, but I figure what the hell. I had the first poetic inspiration I've had for years, I'm not about to waste it XD
Hmm. It actually kind of got to me. I have pretty severe ADD, and a few Obsessive-Compulsive tendancies, and I can be kind of insane at times. (not the 'LOlLoL Im InSaEnE' kind of insane, the worrying kind) so I had a bit of a breakdown halfway through writing 'Sleep'. It's based on my dreams, which are incredibly vivid, and almost always horrible and random. All the things I list at the bottoms of the paragraphs have been in my dreams in some freaky way.
Anyway yeah, sometimes I freak myself out lol.
Awwww smeg my internet's down.
Our connection is stuffed, it drives me crazy.
Oh... the lack of swearing in this blog? That's cus I don't know if Mibba censor or not... if you know, plspls tell me!
They have something at the top of this page about journals HAVING to be worthwhile. wtf? Isn't a journal supposed to be a sort of free space where you can just rant about whatever.
Like I'm doing right now.
I'm kind of hungry.
My back hurts.
There's a hat on the end of my bed.
My foot arthritis has been acting up all day, 'cause of the cold.
There's a daffodil on my desk.
And A SPIDER ON MY CEILING NOES RUN AWAY
Hey, know what annoys me? When someone's written a fairly literate story, and then their author note is all '0MG!!!1! DaT WuZzZ a GuD sToRiE, ae? lOLz!' it's like... why even bother? If you're going to put in the effort to make your story look nice, it's just as worth it to use proper spelling and grammar in your everyday typing. I find it hard to respect people who use chatspeak, it's pretty much a lazy way to appear 'cool', and bludgeon the English language to death. I can't talk for more than five minutes with people who even use regular abbreviations like 'yea ur da wen' ect, because I want to pull their hair out. It really annoys me. Please, save the English language. Up your IQ's appearance substantially. IT IS NOT COOL WHEN I NEED A DICTIONARY TO UNDERSTAND YOU.
Ahem, cough cough. Rant over.
Man, know what I love?
Sirius. And Lilith. And Sasha. And Autumn. They're the greatest family ever.
(RP characters XD I play Remus Lupin from Harry Potter, my friend Melita plays Sirius Black, and they have three kids, Lilith, Sasha, and Autumn. It's the best RP ever. SIRIUS' TURN TO WATCH THE KIDS! Even if he's been attacked by an Olat and is mentally five.)
Mannn, I think I pretty much lost any hope I had of this following any kind of sense. Ah well.
I'm pretty disjointed overall. It's the ADD. *nod nod*
Man my wrist hurts.
And my feet are stabby from the cold. F*ck arthritis. F*ck it in the neck.
Yeah. I'm gonna stop now before I start talking about pastry.
MAHOOOOOOWWWOOWOWOWOWOWOWOWWWWWWWWWWW
Posted on June 30th, 2008 at 12:40pm
