Finally Thought I Was Over Him

Me and him shared many great times together, i never wanted it end. I was happy. The happiest ive ever been. Until me and him had "the talk" of every relationship. We both thought that we were too far away from each other, but it was a good 4 months. We both said our goodbyes in sorrow and pain. We were both hurting and we both knew it. I cried for about a week every night, and i tried telling myself every night i don't love him anymore. But the night my mom told me we were moving half an hour away to Barrie, I knew it for sure i would get over him by meeting new people, and seeing a lot of hot guys. And i finally thought i got over him, I knew i was over him. I just knew it, Weeks went by after the move and i didn't have one thought of him. But last night he started to talk to me on msn, like iIve had many other conversations with him after the break up on msn but not like this and this is our conversation:
Jacob: Tiia? you there?
Me: Yea.
Jacob: Can i tell you the truth?
Me: Yea, of coarse.
Jacob: I miss being with you
Me: same, what do you miss the most?
Jacob: You leaning up against me behind the YMCA,
Me: same, but brb my mom needs me
and when i got back he signed off. ... And after that conversation i started crying but not a lot cause i had a friend over, but I'm writing this and some what crying, and i like never cry. I really do miss him and don't know what to do. I still love him, he was everything I ever wanted in a guy and I'm really confused and hurt because of the break up came back to me... and now all the good memories with him are all dancing around in my head and they hurt because i could never live them again with him.. but i really wish i could... it was the happiest moments of my life so far.

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A;notSoPrettyFace

A;notSoPrettyFace
Name
Tiia Kuba
Age
14
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