Hated By Everyone

I'm lost in a world on confusion. I don't know whats real or fake. Everything I do makes me more confused. I'm not okay, I'll never be. I feel so alone, and like no body gets me. I have fallen and no body was there to catch me, save me or give me a hand. I'm down on the ground being kicked and no body will help. My life is going down down down, down, way down, My life is turning its back on me. Everyone else is giving me the cold shoulder, I can only go so far down until i die.

I've fallen to pieces, and i cant be re-glued. People have said things that they cant undo, that have stuck on me like glue. They haunt me everyday. I wanna know who i could be. I wanna know where to start. I wanna know what its like not to hurt, to be kicked when I'm down, i don't want to be pushed around, i wanna be treated the same as everyone else. I know what its like to be betrayed, hurt, lost, kicked when I'm down, Stabbed in the back.

Heey, next time your going to stab me in the back, stab me in the front, ill die quicker, I wont have to be put through all that pain again.