Muah.
Alright, well, wow.
I don’t know what to say.
It's me, Nicole.
I've formerly been azngurl1213 and amoreXXvietato.
Now, I'm nikkixgoesxRAWR, and I honestly think it's going to stay this way for a really long time.
I like this username.
Well, lately, I've been kind of off.
I don’t know how to explain it, other than I’m not feeling like myself.
I'm not sure why this is happening, or if I'm just a acting like a bitch.
Honestly, this has been going on for a while, and I'm confusing myself.
I'm hurting everyday for no reason, and I feel like a part of me is missing.
I think I know which part, now my only problem is to get it back.
But for me to get back this missing piece of my life, would take a lot of time.
And what about if I get it back?
What if I get it back and it’s not what I thought it would be?
I’ve been having problems sleeping lately too.
I can’t sleep, but it only happens during night time.
If it’s day time, I can sleep just fine.
And the worst part is no one notices these things, but me.
You know that overused, cliché "I feel like I'm screaming and no one hears me!"?
Yeah, that's me right now.
I feel like I'm an overdramatic bitch, who whines and needs attention, but I don't know anymore.
I need a hug.
A big hug.
Now, dammit!
Gah, anyways, I think I should get back to my point.
I know I promised updates, and that I would put up stories and things, but right now, I can’t do it.
Everything that is up is coming down, and don’t expect updates for a while.
I apologize, but I need to sort myself out.
Don’t hate me.
Please, don’t hate me.
Goodbye.
<3.
I don’t know what to say.
It's me, Nicole.
I've formerly been azngurl1213 and amoreXXvietato.
Now, I'm nikkixgoesxRAWR, and I honestly think it's going to stay this way for a really long time.
I like this username.
Well, lately, I've been kind of off.
I don’t know how to explain it, other than I’m not feeling like myself.
I'm not sure why this is happening, or if I'm just a acting like a bitch.
Honestly, this has been going on for a while, and I'm confusing myself.
I'm hurting everyday for no reason, and I feel like a part of me is missing.
I think I know which part, now my only problem is to get it back.
But for me to get back this missing piece of my life, would take a lot of time.
And what about if I get it back?
What if I get it back and it’s not what I thought it would be?
I’ve been having problems sleeping lately too.
I can’t sleep, but it only happens during night time.
If it’s day time, I can sleep just fine.
And the worst part is no one notices these things, but me.
You know that overused, cliché "I feel like I'm screaming and no one hears me!"?
Yeah, that's me right now.
I feel like I'm an overdramatic bitch, who whines and needs attention, but I don't know anymore.
I need a hug.
A big hug.
Now, dammit!
Gah, anyways, I think I should get back to my point.
I know I promised updates, and that I would put up stories and things, but right now, I can’t do it.
Everything that is up is coming down, and don’t expect updates for a while.
I apologize, but I need to sort myself out.
Don’t hate me.
Please, don’t hate me.
Goodbye.
<3.
Posted on July 25th, 2008 at 06:25am
*Hugs you greatly*
Now it's not as good as the real thing, but it's what I got.
Take however long of time you need Hun. I know insomnia is awful and hope you catch some sweet sleep soon. And whatever you need to find or repossess: I wish you the best of luck and hope you'll receive it soon.
You're not some over dramatic b!tch just so you know. You need help with something and is feeling kinda crappy. That's all.
I hope you feel more like yourself soon. Whatever, whenever; I'll be right here for you =) .
xD.LOL.xD, July 25th, 2008 at 08:18:32am