My Unanswered Romance
Its a little light, shining from withing all of us slowly destroying everyone that doesn't know how to feel about it or deal with it. We can imagen of course how it would be like, living a life with someone that would never leave your side. Be there with you at all times, holding you hand, talking to you when you are scared, making you feel useless but wanted at the same time. I'm talking about this one feeling we all want to feel one day but we all fear it because it can destroy so much. The word is only 4 letters long and everyone feels it.
Love.
Stranger, thats how you always start out. Stranger, is what they will become when it ends. You have no idea what you get yourself into when you meet someone new, a stranger. You get to know each other and talk, you can become friends, enemies or you can become something we all fear but love (funny right) at the same time. If your call is answered give it a loud call back. You don't want to miss out on something that can be perfect but we all run away from it in one way or another.
Bittersweet romance seems to be the most tempting to pursue. A guy breaks a girls heart but she is so attached to him she can't let him go and it kills her to be with him in a way but it makes her feel what she wants even though he can't give that feeling to her, it plays in her mind. I've being there.
Easy romance, some what a romance just based on little fact you've known about each other. Just for the sake of a relationship you go for it. This never ends up well because you will have no idea what its like to fight for something thats worth so much.
True romance, the one we all seek. This one is rare and if you find it hold on to it. This can make you feel like you are flying but falling at the same time. This can make you run around and stand still, knowing someone will be there to catch you, help you higher, follows you but holds your hand when you need a break.
Beautiful as they all seem, dangerous and stupid also, this is the life we all long for. We want some romance, and I know some MCR fans are reading this and giggle and think about MCR every time I put down romance but you will have to believe this.
The most painful of all these romances are these two:
Unanswered romance, seeking for attention. You hope that someone will just turn around grabs you by the shoulders and kisses you. Tells you that they will never leave you, hoping they will be by you for ever. Or until you didn't want them to be there anymore. This love is confusing because you don't know if the other is in or out. Of course there are two variations to this love: one, quiet crush. Two, confusing romance. We all had a quiet crush on a guy or girl that didn't even notice us. But the second one, the confusing one. Thats the one that is happening to me at the moment. You are not sure if he or she is in to you or not, you want them to know that you like them but you don't want to give all afraid they will let you down.
One way romance, one way ticket to heartbreak. You know you like them, you grab all your energy and courage together and you want to give them a piece of your mind. They let you down, which is hurtful. But then you notice you can't move on. This is not always coming for you, this is also about the fact that the one not answering the romance is still in the picture, way to much for you to even get a chance to get over it and move on.
Love is just confusing and we should all think straight before we end up hurt.
My heart is a pile of dust, just beating for my life and nothing more.
I really like this guy,
But I don't want to fall in love and then realize it was all for nothing.
I just hope some day he will understand,
He might get freaked out but I really want him to understand.
He is driving me insane, because when ever I say I like him. He tells me he hasn't been in love for such a long while. That he's sorry for everyone that likes him that he can never answer they're love back.
It upsets me though,
Because once again,
Its hopeless.
Leave me alone,
Let me get out,
I need to breath.
Love.
Stranger, thats how you always start out. Stranger, is what they will become when it ends. You have no idea what you get yourself into when you meet someone new, a stranger. You get to know each other and talk, you can become friends, enemies or you can become something we all fear but love (funny right) at the same time. If your call is answered give it a loud call back. You don't want to miss out on something that can be perfect but we all run away from it in one way or another.
Bittersweet romance seems to be the most tempting to pursue. A guy breaks a girls heart but she is so attached to him she can't let him go and it kills her to be with him in a way but it makes her feel what she wants even though he can't give that feeling to her, it plays in her mind. I've being there.
Easy romance, some what a romance just based on little fact you've known about each other. Just for the sake of a relationship you go for it. This never ends up well because you will have no idea what its like to fight for something thats worth so much.
True romance, the one we all seek. This one is rare and if you find it hold on to it. This can make you feel like you are flying but falling at the same time. This can make you run around and stand still, knowing someone will be there to catch you, help you higher, follows you but holds your hand when you need a break.
Beautiful as they all seem, dangerous and stupid also, this is the life we all long for. We want some romance, and I know some MCR fans are reading this and giggle and think about MCR every time I put down romance but you will have to believe this.
The most painful of all these romances are these two:
Unanswered romance, seeking for attention. You hope that someone will just turn around grabs you by the shoulders and kisses you. Tells you that they will never leave you, hoping they will be by you for ever. Or until you didn't want them to be there anymore. This love is confusing because you don't know if the other is in or out. Of course there are two variations to this love: one, quiet crush. Two, confusing romance. We all had a quiet crush on a guy or girl that didn't even notice us. But the second one, the confusing one. Thats the one that is happening to me at the moment. You are not sure if he or she is in to you or not, you want them to know that you like them but you don't want to give all afraid they will let you down.
One way romance, one way ticket to heartbreak. You know you like them, you grab all your energy and courage together and you want to give them a piece of your mind. They let you down, which is hurtful. But then you notice you can't move on. This is not always coming for you, this is also about the fact that the one not answering the romance is still in the picture, way to much for you to even get a chance to get over it and move on.
Love is just confusing and we should all think straight before we end up hurt.
My heart is a pile of dust, just beating for my life and nothing more.
I really like this guy,
But I don't want to fall in love and then realize it was all for nothing.
I just hope some day he will understand,
He might get freaked out but I really want him to understand.
He is driving me insane, because when ever I say I like him. He tells me he hasn't been in love for such a long while. That he's sorry for everyone that likes him that he can never answer they're love back.
It upsets me though,
Because once again,
Its hopeless.
Leave me alone,
Let me get out,
I need to breath.
Posted on August 6th, 2008 at 01:39am
