It isn't how I thought...

I'm falling for the most amazing girl right now
So many things should feel wrong about this but they don't
I think I'm changing
I thought that if I found a girl that I really liked that it would feel shameful in some way (my family is very religious as I used to be)
This isn't happening the way I thought it would and I'm completely fine with it
I don't feel like I need religion to cling to to give my life order
Things are just falling in place
I guess I always knew that I would just do what felt right in the moment though