Sixth Form - Back to School.
So.. I went back to school yesterday for the first day of Sixth form and it was brilliant. I've got people in all of my classes and when we got sorted in to forms today - I'm with nearly all of my friends which is so beyond awesome 'cos I had a bad feeling I was going to be separated from them or something.
Note to self: Never trust my 'feelings'. They only make me worry for no real reason.
But yeah.. I've had a good couple of days and although I'm missing the summer and not liking having to get up at half six in the morning to be ready on time, it's good to be back.
It was nice seeing all of us in one massive group again and I love my subjects but I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope with the work. It's only our second day and already we're getting induction projects. The thing is.. I can do them fine if I put my mind to it but I just panic and worry and stress out so easily with homework/coursework kind of things and the fact that the deadlines are so strict really don't help...
My parents are still bugging me to get a job on top of things which isn't helping but I'll even admit, I need one. I actually put in for one today and hopefully I get a positive response from them because I don't know what to do - Leading on from part time jobs there's the added worry that in only two years, I'll probably be leaving school for good and have to do something with my life. I mean, yeah, I could go to University like I'd planned but I don't know, I just really don't want to anymore though I think I should.
Me and a few friends have been setting up a band and if that doesn't work, I honestly have no idea what to do because I just feel like I don't want to do anything else anymore. Music really is turning completely in to my life and I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing. If the band for some reason didn't work I'd definitely resort back to my 'realistic choice' (as my mum puts it) and become a music journalist but it just isn't the same.
I don't know.. Maybe I'm just in a weird mood but everything already seems to be piling up and my heads all fucked. Ergh, pain in the arse school.
Anywho.. I think this little rant did me some good, even if it was kind of pointless but even if all this is a bit GAH at the moment.. I still have Tai and Cobra and Fob and all the other gigs coming up to be stupidly excited about, so that's awesome XD
Note to self: Never trust my 'feelings'. They only make me worry for no real reason.
But yeah.. I've had a good couple of days and although I'm missing the summer and not liking having to get up at half six in the morning to be ready on time, it's good to be back.
It was nice seeing all of us in one massive group again and I love my subjects but I honestly don't know how I'm going to cope with the work. It's only our second day and already we're getting induction projects. The thing is.. I can do them fine if I put my mind to it but I just panic and worry and stress out so easily with homework/coursework kind of things and the fact that the deadlines are so strict really don't help...
My parents are still bugging me to get a job on top of things which isn't helping but I'll even admit, I need one. I actually put in for one today and hopefully I get a positive response from them because I don't know what to do - Leading on from part time jobs there's the added worry that in only two years, I'll probably be leaving school for good and have to do something with my life. I mean, yeah, I could go to University like I'd planned but I don't know, I just really don't want to anymore though I think I should.
Me and a few friends have been setting up a band and if that doesn't work, I honestly have no idea what to do because I just feel like I don't want to do anything else anymore. Music really is turning completely in to my life and I'm not sure if that's a good or bad thing. If the band for some reason didn't work I'd definitely resort back to my 'realistic choice' (as my mum puts it) and become a music journalist but it just isn't the same.
I don't know.. Maybe I'm just in a weird mood but everything already seems to be piling up and my heads all fucked. Ergh, pain in the arse school.
Anywho.. I think this little rant did me some good, even if it was kind of pointless but even if all this is a bit GAH at the moment.. I still have Tai and Cobra and Fob and all the other gigs coming up to be stupidly excited about, so that's awesome XD
Posted on September 3rd, 2008 at 07:22pm
Ahhh .__. you're so lucky, I've been sorted into a form with no one I know, like- yeah, no one.
Even with that though sixth form seems like such a good choice compared to leaving for college, (=
tra-lalaliar, September 3rd, 2008 at 07:30:14pm