I never found dating awkward but I can see why someone would. I'm just not fazed by many things and am immune to awkwardness. I create it all the time but I don't realize it often hahah. I'm sure it'll get better over time for you though. :) Once you begin to get more comfortable with yourself and the ones you date.
I love the water damage one! c: And kill 2 and blood 7. I'm not sure if I'm going to use them but those are my favorites. Brick and butterfly boys too.