Age.

I hate the role age plays in community these days. I mean sure the age restrictions for voting, drinking, driving, and whatnot make sense. But the other way its used is not. Im kinda contradicting myself when i say this. But like, People are always telling me im to young for the kinds of things i do and to young for the way i think. Many people my age havent gone through or know half the stuff i know. Half the stuff ive been through. And older people see me as an immature little kid like the rest of them. I really dont belong in this body. As this person. I dont act my age, i dont look my age, I dont feel my age. Yet im treated my age. And it really isnt fair. My parents even know it to. But being the people they are, and caring about what theyre friends think to much and trying to keep an "image." They give me rules and stuff just like any other kid my age. And i just feel trapped

But on the other hand, I feel like if i try to do things that arent my age NOW, that when im older or by the time im an adult, ill have nothing to look forward too. I dont really know where im going with this. But i just thought about it recently.

comment if you feel the same? or just have something to say?
September 15th, 2008 at 02:56am