I was gone for a while...

So most of you would'nt have noticed but I was off mibba for a while.
I was on holiday for a while but it's not that.
I don't really know why , I just really did'nt want to log in.
I got emails saying that stories I was reading had been updated but I don't really like I will ever read the updates.
I'm sorry it's just the way it goes.

And now i'm back.
And it feels like so much has changed.
I've missed out on alot and it just dose'nt feel the same.
I feel forgotten.
I was never widely known on here but now I feel even more isolated.

The problem with mibba is that it's addictive.
Now i'm back on I will be spending most of my free time here.
And I don't know if that's a good thing.
On mibba I can be alot more truful , to myself and others.
But that means seeing things about me i'm not ready to except.

There was'nt much point in this journal but I feel the need to right things down.
It did'nt make any sense but that's okay.

ILY mibba.
September 20th, 2008 at 05:49pm