okay so i never use this, but i have a secret.

i started cutting again.
i haven't really cut like this since the 8th grade
but i got a small dog, so its a perfect excuse
but i dont know why everyne is making such a big deal of cutting cause its not
it doesn't make you cooler
it doesn't make you look more bad ass
its just a way to get your emotions out

i'm a hypocrite though
i supports to write love on her arms
yet i'm a suicide risk.

i just don't know how to stop
i don't cut too deep
just enough that it leaves my arm tingling for a couple days.
October 5th, 2008 at 03:01pm