Take My Heart

i am, so much of all of those
"Palms start to sweat
Right when our eyes met
A glow in your eyes
Takes me by surprise
Your smile so bright
Just to say goodnight
I'll close my eyes to be fair
When i open them, will you be there?
Break the silence we're not dead
Uneasy thoughts just cloud my head
Just say to me what you really meant
Because all this waiting is so intense.
Brace for impact as you start to speak
One line makes my legs go weak
On the surface I may seem mellow
But inside I freeze when you say "Hello".

Taiki, I love you, oh god, i do
I will always, always fucking miss you.
It will never be the same, ever, not without you
What they did to you. how much they hurt you.
You will never deserve that. Oh baby, you don't.
I wish I could have been there, to change this.
I'm sorry I wasn't, I will do anything in my power to.
I love you, you said to tell you that, when I meant it.
When we would go off and get married and all.
Where I would wear a purple dress and be with you.
Where we would live happily ever after, forever.
I want that, I want it so bad, i want us to be forever.
I am so sorry, that, I can't be with you. That I wasn't there.
I love you, oh fuck, I mean that, I want you, forever Ty.