Ok Welcome to my day to day Journal!

Ok heres the deal if i dont write my friend gets angry with me so ill just write any way ill use the journal as a way of anwsering questions and comunticating with friends so i have a real reason to type every day so please try to ask me something every day so i dont really have to write about my day. ok now i have to post something else hu or she'll be mad with me. Ok so i had school today and it poured on the way to and back from swimming i think i caught another cold. Well peaple keep pressuring me and my boyfriend to kiss it makes me mad!!!
Well even though we've been going out for five months he hasent kissed me yet {oooh Shocker!} any way im his first girlfreind and hes also really shy and im kinda old fasioned and i like to let the guy make the first move so i'd just rather wait till he's ready any way thats today enjoy reading about my life the little that their is. and most of the time ill babble obout some random question i have and how bored i was and how little human ineraction i get each day and talk about how lonley i feel here and yes i literaly and alone in a pardise im alone basicly by my self with every thing i could ever want but a playmate im almost always alone and sad so i used to be really hyper and happy trying to cheer my father up but finaly i quite and gave up and iv dove into depression ever since i write about the saddest most deep things...... ok feelin alittle deppressed again i think im done typing for the day
October 21st, 2008 at 04:45am