A better day

ok todays been better and iv noticed since i been writing in this thing iv been a little happier maybe i just needed to feel like i was telling someone about my day to day problems and not feeling so alone and depresed anyway this i s a good thing but im worried about ben hes started seeming really nervous around me and his friends say they cant tell me why. i think hes either gonna breakup with me {not likely} or kiss me!!!{yay!!!} i hope its the second one but his buddy matt was telling me in kite class that he was talking about how pretty i was hes so sweet :] I Love him!!! i wish i wasnt as shy anmore though im still really shy around him and wev been dating for five monthes and no we havent kissed and if i get and shit about that on here im gonna stop making journal entries because me and him get enough of it at school thank you very much. any way ya thats been today cya