Journal #2

I am in Alabama.

Somehow my mind lingered in a place that has no thought that sticks

I don't have anything to say tonight.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

My mind is plagued with thought that are dark....I don't know what to say

all i can scream inside is no

no

no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no no

and i fall to the ground in tears. of hate.

there is nothing that resembles light or anything close to it.

so for now i will go to sleep in a strangers bed

I will eat in a strangers house

and i will make do with what i have and leave the haunting memories of the past behind.........

I can only hope that I will not dream tonight.