I CAN'T WAIT

I REALLY WANT TO GRADUATE, SO I CAN LEAVE MY SCHOOL. SO I CAN LEAVE THE THE PROBLEMS THAT I FACE VERY DAY, LIKE THE FACT THAT ONE OF MY 'FRIENDS' LOST IT TO HER BOYFRIEND AT 14, PARTIES ALL THE TIME WITH 17 YEAR OLDS, TORE OUR FRIENDSHIP APART, AND DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT US ANYMORE. I CAN'T WAIT TO LEAVE, SO THAT I WON'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH HER, OR HER SLUTTY FRIENDS THAT SPREAD RUMORS ABOUT ME. THERE'S BEEN TO MUCH HAPPENING, AND A LOT OF MY FRIENDS (the ones I can trust, at least) TELL ME I SHOULD CHANGE MY WEIRD EMO WAYS, SO I CAN BE ACCPEPTED AT HIGH SCHOOL. I CAN'T DO THAT. I MEAN, SURE, I CAN, BUT I'LL FEEL MISERABLE, LIKE THAT SONG, 'EVERYBODYS FOOL'. PEOPLE ASK ME TO CHANGE, BUT I CAN'T. I CAN'T CHANGE MYSELF, AND I DON'T WANT TO, BECAUSE I'M HAPPY BEING THIS WAY.
I CAN'T WAIT TILL I LEAVE MY FUCKIN SCHOOL, SO I CAN HAVE A FRESH START AT HIGH SCHOOL. I JUST CAN'T TAKE THIS LIFESTYLE ANYMORE. I NEEDED TO LET THIS OUT, BECAUSE NO ONE WILL LISTEN, OR CARE IF TELL ONE OF MY CURRENT FRIENDS
May 2nd, 2007 at 01:35am