November 26, 2008

UGH
FUCK
UGH
FUCK
UGH
FUCK

so i screwed things up with connor hardcore.
i am pretty sure we are over for good.
i told him that i cheated on him. i thought if i told him it would all get better. i thought that telling him would be the right thing.

he asked me if he told me that he cheated on me if i would break up with him, i said probably not. but he still broke up with me.
i just want him back. i can't have tis baby on my own.

why do i try if i know nothing will work out in the end!?

this is fucking ridiculous!

i hate my life.

to top it all off, my whole school think i overdosed! fuckkkkkk.

just shoot me now, please oh please, just shoot me now!

HAVE A GOOD FUCKING NIGHT! :@