Leave me alone

So today was a pretty random day. I missed school... Again. I went to go visit my dad and he actually brought me new clothes. He hasnt done that in ages. Usually we fight, like really bad. I finally got my mum to say yes to my getting a tongue ring but my stepdad decided to be an ass and argue. I told him to shove it. Im sick of people trying to tell me how to live my life. Im supposed to be a perfect little darling that does as she's told and not this little 'emo' kid that has an attitude problem. If my mum left me the hell alone then i wouldnt be like i am. All insecure and scared of whats going to happen the next morning. Whether im in my stepdads good books or whether he hates my guts. I just wished that they would f*****g let me be my own person. Jeez, is that so hard? I dont think it is. No one gets it. Well, you know, i think thats it. Otherwise im just going to get more angry and hurt something.