Oh Jesus. I'm Really Really Scared.

Fuck...
Mark is having an episode...like, a crazy bipolar moment. On msn he was saying that he was hurting himself, because he hurt me...and I was like NO dude no, I love you, you didn't hurt me....then he had this episode and i was calling him and I said I would call back in 5 minutes I'm so scared....

Oh man. what do I do. Help me. what if he kills himself like he was threatening to do???
I will never fucking live this down. It's my fault, for this fucking fight we had and I said this stupid shit...

Oh jesus christ, what am I going to do?

HELP.