Isn't obsession sad?

Okay so...
Its obvious I have an huge Alex Gaskarth obsession.
So in the new AP, it mentioned Alex spending time with his girlfriend,
what did I do?
I cried.
I fucking cried.
Ha, its like I think I actually have a chance with this guy!
And then I saw Lisa[his girlfriend]'s myspace, and her default was with him,
I almost cried again.
What.The.Fuck.
I am so lameeeeeeeeeeee.
Anyone else have this problem?
It's like crying over spilt milk.
I don't even know what that means!
I'm.Lamer.Than.You'll.Ever.Know.
I think I'm going to die of laughing too hard at myself.
It's just hilarious.
I'M SUCH A FUCKING FANGIRL AT TIMES.
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