Heaven's got a new hero.

Sam died today, just before 12pm. Heaven has gained a new hero.

I am devestated, but I know now he is in a better place, fully-healed and free from pain.

There were many moments throughout the night last night where we thought, "This is it" but he held on. When he passed away, I can not describe the feeling I felt sat by his side. It was sad and yet somehow felt so sacred.

He is so loved.

I am finding it hard to come to terms that life is now a life without Sam. After he died and we finally pulled ourselves away from his side, I saw people going about there day to day lives and it seemed so strange. It is hard to realise the world carries on even now Sam is not in it.

I'll post more when I can find the strength. My heart is breaking.