i wanna kill my self

i feel really confuse right now i knon that im a emo gril but i cut everything well my wrist my perent doesnt knon that i dont like 2 talk 2 much i all ways keep in my room lock soo i dont ,ike to go out side it really suck soo i do something reading comic book listen 2 music and obiesly in the computer school u non u have 2 do all the stupit wwork and that suck my perent wakeing me up and i hate that putting my uniform i hate uniform i perfer casual but were i can find my freand is in the mall spec music hottopic or in star buck yummy i love coffe well love skelanimals mcr green day afi well a lot of punk rock alternative and some time metal peaple say that im 2 emo and having freand or bo freand i dont care if peaple say that to me cuz emo are peaple only emocional if some peaple think that emo are alien or something well let say this retard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and this world suck one day i will die in this place b 4 the person that i love come 2 safe me again i lov u seba plz 4 im srry but if u read this dont safe me this time i dont really wanna hurt u but i really wanna die on this place