i feel like i'm going insane

it's rainy and icy and snowy and i can't leave home
mom's been pissing me off more than usual today
adn when i even told her the cookies were gone
she flipped the fuck out
it's in the past so it's not like i can tell the boys to become
anorexic and puke then the fuck back up
i can always make more
anything anyone does she questions
i just wanna leave
i think i would have just rathered going to school
and writing an in class theme,
and getting zeroes on homework,
and failing a quiz.
yeah.

seems better than having to be home
but she just went outside for a cigarette break
cigarette break
cigarette break

how lovely.

using other methods to chill her out than just facing the facts
duh what the fuck.
it's my mom
ma
mommy
wth
she's not supposed to do that
not anymore
not like this
she's not even setting a good example for marlboro man
but God's it's amazing how well it works
she's making pizza.