missing him terribly

so my boyfriend is away for a whole month and i have like 19 days till i see him again and it's starting to get to me that i we don't have a regular relationship

i mean i told him i was falling in love with him. but he didn't say it back is that normal for guys to do granted i told him this after about a month.but then i again i don't know i think i love him but i don't know how to tell him.

With him being in the army and going to Iraq in June i want to spend every chance i can with him

i really have no idea why i wrote this journal entry maybe to get things off my mind or maybe to i don't know

all i do know is that my heart is is and i want to keep it that way