just how i feel.

My fake smile hides who i am inside. This is the story of a suicide driven teenage boy, with no future. I am a broken soul, in a scared body. My heart is small and blackened from all the lies in this cold, dark world. I hate the person in the mirror, i hope he just dies. I wish there was a easy way out of this lonly life, but nothing is easy anymore. i have few friends and many enemys, that would love to see me dead. i write to keep from going insane, it is not working. I smoke my lungs away 1 pack aday.They say that the "little red devils" will kill me but, people just talk. i fail at life and death, trust me i have tried both and nothing works for me. Save yourself sometime and do not waste it on me. I will not be here that long.

i will not change for anyone and, you cant save me.
just leave me be. {}