i have crossed

i dont know why but i think im turning bi all over this queens boy but i doubt it will work meaning i havent dated a boy until him i must be confused cause honestly i really do like girls i mean really is this a curse if my ex girlfriend finds out im dead well is there any one out there that has the same problem and if someone comments on my lack of punctuation then politely shove it i dont think when i write i just write whatever comes out my head but right now i am despertely confused well at least im getting my damn feelings out on the web well if anyone reads this please comment i would apprcieate the advice