well........

things have been sort of fucked up for a while
but i think i'm kind of getting used to it
and i think that is more upsetting than anything
my boyfriend is amazing by the way
actually he is kind of fucked up
but i think that is why i can't stand to be away from him
he does things he shouldn't
and is impolite
and is just fucked 3 ways to the weekend
but i love that
i love how i look at him and i can tell he's high
or that he's thinking of something bad :)
i love how he is just brutally honest with people and doesn't care what they think
it makes him mine
and it's amazing
so basically i just wasted all of that time explaining how my boyfriend is amazing
haha
i also want a child
i have wanted one for over a year
and i can't have one b/c i'm fucking 15
that is fucking gay as fuck
women used to be married at 15
but noooo
anyway...i am also just crazy addicted to sex
not really bad but just a constant want for dick and or pussy
yes i do like pussy
and i'm a girl
so fucking deal with it
anyways i'm going to go now
i hope you enjoy my ranting
~~devan