Sleepless

Well I havent written a journal in a long time, so if it aint good im sorry.

I wanted to inform all of my readers or friends of the reason in december i didnt update or write anything. See i was put in Roanoke Memorial hospital for cutting,once again. And while i was gone my friends told me that a girl in their class was saying that i was just at home and didnt want to come to school. But i may not come to school often, but that because i have real problems unlike that person. I am really depressed and i have more problems than she thinks. People say im emo and etc etc. i am emo, i cant control my emotions and i dont really have alot of emotions. I have sadness,anger,depressed and now i have fear and a little happiness. That person the other day said i didnt know what it feels like to loose family. But i actually had a cuzin kill himself over a girlfriend. I may depressed but i would rather be depressed than make up stories so people will feel sorry for me..