Hates

I hate that I want to leave.
I hate that I over Analise.
I hate that I over react.
I hate that I'm curious.
I hate getting hurt.
I hate losing friends.
I hate not knowing.
I hate being confused.
I hate crying.
I hate lies.
I hate that I can't trust.
I hate that I worry.
I hate knowing I wasn't there.
I hate listening to you.
I hate talking to you.
I hate pretending to care.
I hate pretending not to care.
I hate that I miss you each and every day.
I hate that you don't see me.
I hate that you like them more.
I hate looking at the mirror.
I hate wishing I was better.
I hate hurting people.
I hate wanting to be like her.
I hate knowing that I can't be like her.
I hate knowing that people will laugh.
I hate knowing that you'll never accept me.
I hate thinking horrible thoughts. Just like these.