Little too much

Its too hard to ingore him even though his world is rocked by another girl. As we would pass by, I wont do anything but to watch him fade away. Its knotty especially when that girl you envy is your bestest friend.

Its a little too much to bear and to take, you feel a little sick and happy for your bestie. but hates what you feel, and hates the view your looking at, when your bestie is laughing and he's smiling without your pressence but you know all along that he likes you, but he got hook up with your bestie because you pushed him to be with her, because you were assigned by your bestie to be his and her bridge.

sad? i know. :(