2-10-09: Getting Better (Slowly)

Well, everything is kinda getting better, except i am in the begining of the worst week imaginable.

VALENTINES DAY!

I hate the day with a passion (no offence to all you happy couples and say your in love) i mean, who needs a day to declare their love for eachother. If you love eachother shouldn't you tell them everyday?

but my friend is getting better... she should be home and i miss her. i still cry myself to sleep sometimes because i feel that because she is getting better and i am holding on and getting my hopes up and everything, that is is all going to crash down on me again and i have to add her to my list. and i dont want that... i want to keep her around. i have known her since i was four.

i love her and she loves me and this month is her birhtday and i was hoping to see her when she turns 18. i want her to come home. i miss her.