Where Can You Get Confidence?

Today I have come to realize that, I feel much better when I'm wearing black clothes than "normal" clothes. You see, I used to wear emo-ish steriotype clothes, but when I came into highschool and went away from people that I knew, I sort of lost my self confidence and now i'm "normal". But I think I'd rather be the way I used to be. I wore those clothes for a reason, because I liked the style. I dont really want to change back because my moms gonna be pissed cause she just got rid of everthing I used to wear and she likes it better when I dress "normal". Also people seem to be more comfortable around me now. Last semester when I wore black no one really talked to me innitialy, but this semester as I'm meeting new people more people are accepting me. My mom said I look more hostile and unaproachable when I'm in black. I feel almost scared to wear black, cause I wanna fit in so bad, but I wanna wear what I want. I'd really love to have the confidence to be what I want to be.