CRISIS [2 journals in one day indeed means a crisis for me]

SO OMG NONE OF YOU ARE GOING TO BE AS UPSET AS ME
but but but
i was quite happily chatting away on msn and what not
when all of a sudden
"BAAAAANG"
and everything goes off
i jumped out my skin, frigging scared me
told my dad
turns out my freeview box has broken
I MIGHT CRY
what if i dont get a new one by sunday?
I WILL MISS BEING HUMAN
i dont think anyone will understand how important that is apart from Bee

dont judge me....
I NEARLY CRIED
i actually blame Aunt Irma for this... ¬¬