You can try

To be what you dream of
What you pray to be
What you wish to be
And still it makes no difference
"Close the doors! Can't you see that I'm blind?!"

You can scream
Until your throat ruptures
Your voice rebels
Until you think people on the other side of the world can hear you
And yet it makes no difference
"Stop yelling! Can't you tell that I'm deaf?!"

You can remember
Every memory
Every word
Any day
And still things change.
"Stop reminicising! Can't you understand that I can't think?!"

Trying to put one's self in a dream-like senario is like trying on a size five sneaker when your foot is a size seven.
You can get by for a few steps but then you have to sit down and pull the shoe off because it just plain hurts too much...
Sometimes you just need to find the bigger picture...
Wanna know the best thing about pictures?
They don't ever change
Even if the people in them do...

I once had a goal for my life
One that I lived by and held onto very strongly
As I grew older it did as well
But it never changed
I finally reached a year where it's still there
Yet another has taken it's place.
I don't just want to be remembered anymore
I want to do somthing amazing
That many people will remember
For years to come
So people will remember and understand me a bit more
Just because I can't understand myself..

And yet...

You know how sometimes when you're riding a bike and start loosing balance...
Or when you're about to tumble down a flight of stairs...
You have those long, long seconds to know you're going to be hurt..
And badly?
I keep getting that feeling everytime I'm alone.

So here's the question:
Do you fix a wheel that isn't broken or wait until the cart collapses?
Well let me tell you this:
If you ever meet a loner; no matter what they tell you; It's not because they enjoy solitude.
It's because they've tried to fit in before and people continued to dissapoint them.
I mean..I've always wondered what happens when you offer yourself to someone
And they opened you only to discover you weren't the gift the expected.
Do they still smile; nod; and say thank you all the same?
"Don't you love me?"
"Didn't I just say that?"
There's some illogical part of me that still believes if you want superman;
First there's got to be someone worth saving.

.There's.Got.To.Be.Somebody.Out.There.